Saturday, March 27, 2004
My life's a bitch. My relationship's a bore. My schoolife is a chore. My family is in chaos. Y am i still here? Fuck it!
To Dad: I'm not the maid. If u wana some1 to do the housework for u, ASK instead of grumblin that i'm like a princess who does nothin at all! Anyway, princesses DUN wash their own plates aft eatin, DUN clean her room, and DUN TAKE THE DAMN BUS To SCH! So instead of PAMPERING ur "young" 14-yr old girl tat only knows how to whines, ASK her to get her BUTT off the Couch! I've more work to do, den to go and prepare somethin for dinner JUZ BECAUSE THE DAMN KID IS HUNGRY! NOw, lemme be the selfish one, seriously, I DUN GIVE A DAMN.
To Kel: i'm bored of this relationship. Can't be bothered. i know u'll be here readin all these. I DUN CARE LESS. READ ALL U WAN. I shall say it now, how much time u still needa to do somethin to prove my expectations? How much time will u needa in order for a change? I'm sick of being ur MOTHER! And I REPEAT AGAIN, I'v Given u more den ENOUGH time! IS 1/2year ENOUGH FOR u TO TAKE ME TO THE MOVIES, SENTOSA, BODYWORKS, AN HOLIDAE, SOMEWHERE NICE, SOMETHIN SPECIAL?! While all it takes is 1day, for all these to come to a pass, and u are TAKIN six months, and it never happened at all!
If u can't be here to make me happier, LEAVE! DUN stay to make me More UPSET!
beautiful memories on. 6:46:00 pm x
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