Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Went to work out my lazy body. But the best part is not the sweatin of the workout, it's the sauna after the gym! It's simply relaxin! After the gym, we was supposed to go to bugis for an interview. But the sight of vivian's bed took my heart away. Intially, all i wana is juz to "teh-che teh-che", however after lyin down, i become too lazy to get my butt out of the bed to make my way to bugis. Nua Again!

Anyway, i've failed. Failed to remain best friend with Him. I'm sorry i'm not as strong as i seems. I decided to start all over again, start the broken relationship again. I dun wana look back one day, and regret my decision to let go. I dun wana to give things up without givin my best. Ok, honestly, these are Lame Shits. Juz Excuses. The simple fact is, i still Love this guy who took my heart away 1.5 years ago.

"I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and i never really got it back." Quoted: Melody Smoother, Sweet Home Alabama.

beautiful memories on. 8:52:00 pm x ........................................