And speakin of pineapple tarts. Tell me, who could finish a 40pieces container, in just 2days. Yours Truly. How Great. To the extend tat my respected dad had to hide the pineapple tarts secretly, statin, incase some pple wana come over to our house, and bai nian (Read: Cheat Ang Paos.), but thanks to me, we have nothing to serve them. Just give them the Angpaos and Shoo them away la. Duh! Humpf. Where am I? Ok. Whichever, the fact is. I'm not bloggin. Constantly.

So now. I'll blog. About love. Since it's the atmosphere of wherever is full of pink, love, bliss. People are walkin around, sellin flowers, looking for gifts, holdin huge flowers in their hands, walkin hand in hand, havin sweet I-love-you dedications over the media, hand over feet with each other, huggin on so tight that the blowin wind would torn them apart anytime, hookin up the arms so closely that some insane pple would force them apart. The spell of Valentines. Tell me. What's is the whole damn fuss about the stupid Cupid man. Jealous, i'm absolutely not. Mind you. I've spent my previous two Valentines playin mahjong with my then-significant half, and his single friends of course. And this year, i've spent my Valentines sittin around in Orchard, with my dear Miss Carol, smokin our cigarettes, watchin the passerbys, gigglin at couples who are overdressed for the occasion, sniggerin at girls who looked like they-had-just-stepped-out-of-a-ballroom-but-actually-they-just-stepped-out-of-the-mrt-station (the dressin was really too exaggeratin!), laughin at girls with bouquets of flowers so huge that it covered her entire face. Mean. But oh well, it just happens once in a while. So...

Never mind, since we are talkin about love, den let's talk about love. Love in my own perspectives. I remembered vividly once, when i was watchin this chinese show called The 8 Pawnshop, by Alex Toh. He said, or rather, the boss of the Pawnshop said, there're 3 essential things in a person life. Other then the Scienfic Proven Air, Water and Food la. They're Kinship, Friendship, and Relationship. As in Qin Qing, You Qing, and Ai Qing. Wellz, in my own opionions, i definitely, without any seconds thought, agreed with the two former. But Relationship?! It got me thinkin, Relationship. And i realised i got stuck in sayin Yes to it.

On priority wise, unquestionably not on my top list. On comparisons of the significance, certainly incomparable with the two former, which is Kinship, and Friendship. Relationship would just like tat, and goes off, just as fast. Wat for, go on pinnin your hopes. I dun. If it's gone. Den be it. I survive. I still can rely on my most intimate family members, and my group of girls. The fact is, to me, it aint important to even begin with. Perhaps, it's probably like wat they says. I just haven meet my Mr Right yet. Things will come in different, when the Right man comes along. My mindset, my thinkin, my feelings, my perspectives towards love, my rankin of significance would change as he become a part of me. I would start to realise the importantness of love, the fruits and the labours, the sacrifice, the power, the amazement, and the blindness.

But serious, do I really think that there's a Mr Right hidden somewhere in the midst of the crowd? Do I really needa go out there search, find it, and be happily ever? Do I really needa kiss a few frogs behind i got my prince. I doubt so. To me, from my previous experience, It's just a matter of infatuation. A sudden feeling of strong love, but often not lastin. Things would change when i suddenly wake up from the silly admiration, and set back into another state of reality. I realised there's no love. And that's it. The End. Of the togetherness. Tat's the problem. You can love wholeheartly. But wat would you get in return. Wet Pillows, Broken Hopes and Dehydrated Tears. I used to do tat. Cry silently like a werewolf . Till I played my own avoidance from commitment. Disappearin acts from things which bring the relationship to a higher level, remain stagnant at any point. I dun see wat's wrong with it. It doesnt mean I'm not serious when I go into a Relationship, it just meant, I'm not committed enough to rely entirely on the partner.

Right now, to me, i know when I fall, i fall into the warm embrace of Kinship, and Friendship. Maybe, there's no "The Significance One" silently concerned, and thinkin of me, but there's a whole bunch of pple who truely cares for me. Relationship is an important factor? Yes. But not to me.