Sunday, March 06, 2005

There're so many times. That i wished you were here. Here in Singapore. It's been a couple weeks since you've left. I've tons and tons of things to say. To you. But you aint here. No choice you said. They sent you over. Indeed, happy, but somehow, i've felt that, i've lost somethin precious out of a sudden. And it's true. Someone important aint here physically any more. Rem that time when you suddenly told me u goin over, i said i have mixed feelings. Cause out of a sudden, i know my days gonna be dull. Without you.

Of course, there're others, other friends which i hold dear too. Whom i can mix around, and hang out with. But the emptiness in me, cant be replaced. It's nothin to be compared. But, although when you're back, i dun get to see you everyday. Due to our different schedule, and the different knock-off time. However, i know, when i needa a shoulder to cry, a hug to console, you will always be here. For me. I know, there's this special number i can call. However, now, when i dial the number, the stupid operator would be heard instead of your usual "Hello".

Nevertheless, somehow, all the things that i'm goin through, i needa get it done on my own. Set it straight myself. There's nothin you can help too, as we are in different schools and courses. There's nothin you can do to help. Except to offer words of encouragement. But, with you. I feel more relived. I feel safe and protected. Under your angelic wings. I feel at place. With ur endless naggings. Now, How i wished. I wished. That. You'll come back soon..

BooHoo. I miss my Best Friend!

(and i sounded so les.)
(fret not. we have no hormones disorders.)
(but. aint they callin this. the love. of sisterhood?)
wahahahahaha!

beautiful memories on. 4:24:00 pm x ........................................