Monday, March 15, 2004

i think i'm headin towards doom, missed class todae again, it seems my term break hasn't ended! I missed all my lectures, and only attended one tutorial last week.. Now, i missed all class again this week. What the fuck am i doin man? Heading towards expellsion, or on the verge of being kicked out? Had received one warnin letter this sem already, and one more is on it's way. Suddenly, i really feel like givin up everthin. Juz dun be bothered abt anythin, and spend all my days sleepin at home, slackin. Sch sucks, Projects sucks, Morning classes sucks, actually, it's juz I SUCKS! it's juz the habit of Procrastination, makin me lazier and lazier before. Major exam is juz in like 1month time, i'm too laggin behind not to do anythin. Please Take me Away~

Anyway, i'm bored, i duno wat to say. Juz feel tat, this relationship ani't wat it is anymore. it's juz no more sparks. it's bored. it's nothin special. it's juz like a habit. i'm gettin tired of it. i'm gettin restless of it. yes, u said u're tryin ur best, y can't i feel anythin different? Argh, i duno! i can't be bothered! i hate school, i hate projects, i hate rushin for sch, i hate being late for sch, i hate gettin warnin letters, i hate my habit of procrastination, i hate waitin for ur accompanice even u seems to be free everydae, i hate naggin at u, i hate to keep buggin u, i hate ur lazy habits, i hate u stayin at home eveydae, i hate ur passiveness, i hate this lifeless bouy of the relationship!!!

was watchin "turn left, turn right" earlier, it was sooo commerical. the leads were juz a few steps away,yet they duno the other party was there. practically, the whole story is abt the two leads, whose paths crosses 13yrs ago, and now they met again... but after that meetin, they can't seems to concide with each other after tat.. But in the end, they meet up finally(as all love story does). So cute, Imagine, everydae, there's someone whois takin the same bus with me, walkin the same road with me, at a same place with me, but ALL these while, i didn't notice him... Gosh! i must be blind rite?! But it's a nice story however, but for reality wise... dun u think it's like kina silly....

beautiful memories on. 3:57:00 pm x ........................................